well as you know , i've not been popping out lately . simple , because i love to disappear . i love to break out into a funk and forget the past . don't understand ? i love to entertain myself with stuff like my guitar hero or chatting with people . you may sometimes think that "uish ! qiss tuh sombong Do !" OR "ah , qis tuh ! ada kawan up sikit dah lupa kan kite ni" . well all i can say is "kepala kau :)" with a smiley at the back . not that i don't want to talk to you guys but you guys never say hi to me or whatever especially the ones in FB (jangan terasa eh?) but it's true . don't make up foolish non-sense that could just PISS ME OFF :) look another smiley . but all i'm saying don't get wrong ideas OK . i sometimes like "me" time . but you know i can be a bit WHACKED . just talk to me , then i'll be fine . it's not like i'm gonna kill you or something . ehehehe ~ :) but please , you all know i'm still at the unbalanced mood mode , so just don't make or start statements :) (again with the smiley) i would love for you guys to ask me stuff to write :) so just leave in my FB . btw
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big smiley .
bismillah
This is how it all started . it was suppose to be a morning like any other day . i was in bed with Soraya (my lil sis) , and we were not even barely awake . all of the sudden , i heard mama shouted "babah" . but this time , shout not like she would normally does . we were stunned at first and puzzled . i quickly woke up and ran into my parents bedroom . a shocking moment for me . my dad , lifeless on the bed . mama shook babah . and told him to remember allah . by that time , i was in tears and soraya came from behind as if she was traumatised . i shouted "babah" as well , but he couldnt hear me . i was frozen , i didnt know what to do . mama said , pergi panggil dr. amar qis ! i quickly ran to his house . i rung the bell so many times with tears pouring down my face . his wife came out instead and i told her that babah isnt breathing . dr amar and his wife came with a bunch of first aid for CPR . my brothers woke up and they kept crying and called the ambulance . at the time when the doctor were CPR-ing babah , i sat outside and kept thinking about , is this really happening ? babah has to be alive , right ? but i knew in my heart he's not here anymore .
i was pissed that time because the ambulance came late . 30 minutes later , dr amar said to mama , i'm sorry tina , that's all we can do . mama broke down , while i was half sane . i cried and i called adik (amir zikri) and said adik , babah dah takde . i didnt know what i was supposed to do . i was blanked , all i know what to do was yell and cry . then our neighbours , came took babah away to be cleaned at a nearby surau in MK . after the solat jenazah , amir zharif came look at me . he was saying to me to sit still . i was in no shape to eat . as soon as elena and ayu saw me , they forced me to eat , i refused . i saw babah laid at the middle of the surau . i cant , i dont want this . i saw babah , lifeless . nothing left is that body , just a soulless body . by that time , i had to realise , babah is gone . the feeling has not gone away , loneliness , sadness , and grief .
but all i could do is study hard for babah , pray for him , and taking care of mama . only memories are left my babah .
i miss you babah
08/06/1956 ~ 11/07/2010
This is one the most interesting books i've ever read for this school holidays. This gut busting book did entertained me for the holidays. You may see it as a too much illustration but the book is telling us about a boy around 10 years old trying to have the perfect life and getting through the boring life of a middle school kid.
Gregory Heffley, the main character has a very geeky personality as loves video games (as much as i am) and often with his best friend which is Rowley Jefferson who is always been mistreated by Greg. Even though they often fought but the both the characters has great chemistry together. Rowley often gets all the great stuff but a mere cry baby while Greg is the opposite of everything of Rowley. Greg is ignorant and an opportunist with all Rowley wealth. He is afraid of a person called Fregley. Fregley has a sugar rush problem which bothers Greg most. Fregley could pick his nose and chase Greg around with the booger pointing at Greg.
It may sound disgusting but the story has a lot of funny jokes. Greg loves to draw comic strips and the jokes were simple but simply funny and idiotic. He created his own character named Creighton who is a total numb skull. Well that is all i could really convinced you with but do read the book. I hope you'll enjoy your school holidays as much as i do!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
If you reaaaallllyyy wanna know, I basically did nothing on this holiday. But lately I've been observing stuff around me. I don't know where to start but lately I've been seeing all these movies about girls on being all bitchy like whores, being materialistic, and some even i saw that never think about the consequences of this action. Not that i'm trying to show that i'm perfect or anything but i just want some people to realise towards what is happening to us ESPECIALLY TO THE MALAYS. What am i talking about?
This days i saw the Malays are becoming more ignorant then before. The malays wants to be more like the westerns. I'm not sure why are they trying to show the world. As you see, these days smoking is a trend, of course i know men love to do that but it's the WOMEN love to do it as if it is a sort of a trend you should do these days. I'm not sure if i being too judgmental or what so ever you call it, i think this is not cool at all. The effect of smoking of women is much worse then the men smoking. Women have weaker strength from the body against all these toxic. We might not see the result now but it comes slowly and attacks your body and mutates your cells as it turns into CANCER. That is why women that fighting against Cancer is about 26% of the people all around the world. You might see 26 as a small number but that is about millions of people getting breast cancer. You can get this disease by genetically or of smoking. It can trigger at the age of 25. To help yourself to understand more about breast cancer go to this website http://www.breastcancer.org/
Hi everyone. As everyone knows Michael Joseph Jackson left us nothing but just his name and his music for us listen and understand. We have only those to remember him by. But still to me, he is a PERFECTIONIST. He suffers a lot in his life. His has been accused for child sexual abuse. Although for sometime the allegation was dropped, people still thinks that he is a notorious man. I totally despise of that perception towards MJ. So i hope that MJ's death will let you open your eyes as Michael Jackson is a humble and down-to-earth man. He's not trying to hurt others but the others are trying hurt him and scoop out his money. So my fellow homo sapiens, open your mind and see what he was trying to say all a long time ago.
Why do we need to learn English? Why is it important? Why are we stressing too much on our mother tongue?
As i see that the people that rejects that the learning of Science and Mathematics, is either they could not understand the importance of English towards our studies and especially our up coming CAREER. If we lack the study of Science and Maths in English, our MALAYS will be 'cavemen'. Let us see some part of the world. Such as the well known India. In their further studies, they need students who could understand, possess the English language because why, because all of their books and references are ALL in English. You must have realise by now that our fresh graduands who are Malays that masters the English language is only by 49.2% only. Aren't you sad to hear this? The other 50.8% does not have a mastery in English. And that fifty percent are unemployed because of their negligence towards the English language. Yes, it's true we should not forget our mother tongue but we can balance it by teaching the mother toungue in school. If you want to know something, the primary school and secondary school, is taking 60% of the schooling period is the study of Bahasa Malaysia. True is it not? But not learning the English language sooner won't make us any better in the future. If you say that we are not stressing on Bahasa Malaysia, that is barely even a statement to me. In this country, everyone when i say everyone i meant EVERYONE knows how to speak Malay because they were educated and nutured since primary school. The rural area has a problem with the English language? That is not entirely a big problem at all. To me, the government needs to provide good, no SUPERB English teachers at, not only at the rural areas but also all over the schools in Malaysia. So it also high time that the parents themselves educate their young ones to study or maybe just try to speak English a bit from home. Now, isn't that a good start of the stepping stone? Now, ask yourself, do we need or not need study English now? Or you prefer yourselves (the teenagers) to be redundant in the future? I speak this to all of you including the parents who wants to be a better parent for their children to look up to. It is now to face the change for, not only our benefit but also the country, for our nation for MALAYSIANS.
