I should do this again.

Well, a year has passed and all I see are changes. My brother got married. Soon to-be an aunt. My Mom somehow decided to move abroad. That is a big leap for a change. My Mom felt that she needed a fresh start with my sister and I. Australia would be great she says. To me, it would be a little bit frightening. Like I kept reminding myself, change is a must but adapting to it will take time. It consumes the time as we need to actually get our mind together and actually accept it. What is "it"? It is the change, of course. A year could change someone. I see that I am making new friends as well as learning to be better in life. I want to be better in life. A successful career. Help my Mom here and there. Insya-Allah everything will be fine. But one thing that I don't really achieve yet is finding that future guy. I'm a tad young to think about finding the right guy. You know what I feel, as if crushes is just a phase. I don't really know why do I state that, all I know is I'm just trying to be better than yesterday.